Ibu just had a fight with abah this evening.
Then, simultaneously ibu teringat kat Tok Mek dan Tok Ayah kat kampung. How close and how sweet they are. Tok Ayah next two days will be 70 years old and Tok Mek now is 59 yrs old but they still sweet and close, really care to each other, sharing story to each other, and they are perfectly match. Their marriage almost cecah 40 yrs..
At that age, Ibu truly happy and blessed tht they still healthy even sometimes not feeling well. They still strong to go to masjid and join religion ceremony, and Tok Ayah still repair motorcycle and every weekend go to kebun or ladang utk meracun or menebas. Tok Ayah really active. Tok Mek easily get tired bcos she has a diabetes.
At this moment Ibu very grateful and thankful to Allah tht my parents is still healthy and Ibu just doa tht they will always healthy untill their last breath. Ibu know, time for Tok Ayah and Tok Mek already short. Ibu just really pray for thier long life. And ibu really want to spend as much time with them, make them happy.
Even right now umur ibu will be 37 yrs old and already had 4 kids but still need them as much u all need me. Tok Mek still treat ibu like a kid.
How ibu wish ibu can be like Tok Ayah and Tok Mek. But our marriage is so green, still less than 10 years.
Anak2, whatever will happen between Ibu and Abah, will give u an impact. Ibu knows.. but Ibu will bertahan as long ibu can. Whatever happen is not because of ibu or because of abah. But it because of us. There must be a reason why Allah bring us together as a husband and wife. Ibu never regret but..... if ibu can turn back time, Ibu will avoid from get close to your father. At the beginning, Ibu already told him that Ibu not interested to know him and Ibu dont want to have any special relationship with him.
The only things that can make me sad and tired is your father.
Financial and workloads never make me stress or tension. But ur father did.
Anak2, whatever will happen between Ibu and Abah, will give u an impact. Ibu knows.. but Ibu will bertahan as long ibu can. Whatever happen is not because of ibu or because of abah. But it because of us. There must be a reason why Allah bring us together as a husband and wife. Ibu never regret but..... if ibu can turn back time, Ibu will avoid from get close to your father. At the beginning, Ibu already told him that Ibu not interested to know him and Ibu dont want to have any special relationship with him.
The only things that can make me sad and tired is your father.
Financial and workloads never make me stress or tension. But ur father did.
Kids, just remember that Ibu loves all of you with all my hearts. I love u all to the moon and back.
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